A personal space with no one but strangers
You appear once again when i was about to forget.
Life's no fairytale
I’m weird with relationships. I think I know what I want but I end up pushing everyone away. I think I run because i’m scared; I’m scared that I might get hurt or maybe I just haven’t found someone who I know is worth being hurt for.
(Source: runawaytrain)
“ Change is a funny thing. We never are quite sure what we are becoming or even why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got that way. Only one thing about change remains constant… it is always painful. ”
Jodi Picoult (via runawaytrain)
“ There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever. ”
Grey’s Anatomy (via runawaytrain)
“ Suddenly this is all too hard. I’m tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength, and the honesty to break them down. ”
Jodi Picoult (via runawaytrain)
“ Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it’s been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar. ”
(via runawaytrain)
